sovay: (Lord Peter Wimsey: passion)
sovay ([personal profile] sovay) wrote2014-08-18 02:03 pm

But the cloudberries grow wild

1. My short story "In Winter" is now online at Lackington's with an astonishing illustration by Gregory St. John. I do not write historical fiction easily, even at flash-length; I was making myself crazy with research just to feel comfortable with the setting when [livejournal.com profile] strange_selkie reached gently across the internet and stopped me ("Research schmesearch, they wore white parkas and shot at things well. It’s fiction! Just get it written down and then go and do the dissertation on the Winter War"). The dissertation remains undone, but the story was written entirely to Moss of Moonlight's Winterwheel (2013) and I am delighted it found a home in this magazine. The rest of the issue is people like Alexandra Seidel, Yukimi Ogawa, Bogi Takács; you should read it immediately. [livejournal.com profile] rushthatspeaks had observed that there was no point in any version of "The Snow Queen" that did not contain the robber girl.

2. Strange Horizons did not win the Hugo for Best Semiprozine; Lightspeed did. Congratulations to them and to many other people! I would have given the award to Pacific Rim over Gravity myself, but I have no arguments at all with John Chu, Sofia Samatar, and Kameron Hurley. Nor with Ancillary Justice. Yay.

3. [personal profile] yhlee sent me a book and a drawing! The book is The Year's Best Science Fiction and Fantasy 2014 and looks like a great lineup ([livejournal.com profile] cucumberseed!). The drawing is of a character of mine from an as yet unpublished story. I have put it on a very high bookshelf without any nearby jumping-off points; the cats shouldn't be able to reach it unless they've mastered the vertical ascent. At least, so far, they don't bother pictures on the wall.

4. Last night was the third or fourth series of nightmares I've had recently in which people I know in real life either tell me point-blank how much they don't like me—they're sorry, they've been trying, it's just impossible, they have to stop—or it's finally made clear that they haven't been avoiding me socially by accident. I hate dreams like this partly because they're such a visceral fear and partly because they feel in danger of bleeding over into waking interactions with people who have not, actually, said anything cruel to me outside of my subconscious. All of a sudden I feel uncertain about them and it's not their fault that their doppelgängers are jerks.

5. Five things make a post and the fifth was going to be different, but we have just determined that Fritz Lang's Frau im Mond (1929) is streaming on Netflix at 169 minutes and a Kino release. I can't speak for the music—it's not the Alloy Orchestra—but the point is, it's all there. I hope the intertitles are better. Enjoy!

I must accomplish some things about my day, like errands. Have some ancient dolphins and some recent cats. They are five months and a week tomorrow. It is almost incomprehensible that we lived half a year in this place without them.

[identity profile] martianmooncrab.livejournal.com 2014-08-18 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
then go and do the dissertation on the Winter War")

it snowed the entire time....
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[personal profile] gwynnega 2014-08-18 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
What an amazing illustration for your story in Lackington's.

Begone, dream doppelgänger jerks!

[identity profile] dormouse-in-tea.livejournal.com 2014-08-18 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, I hate that. I had a dream once in which a friend reacted in a truly ridiculous fashion to something I did by accident, and /everyone/ took her side and vilified me, and I had to be so careful talking to all of them for two weeks because I was hurt and deeply angry...and none of them had done /anything/.

[identity profile] asakiyume.livejournal.com 2014-08-18 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
What excellent advice [livejournal.com profile] strange_selkie does give! Yes and yes--and emphatic YES to "In Winter." And [livejournal.com profile] rushthatspeaks is right about The Snow Queen, too.

Love [livejournal.com profile] yhlee's drawing.

I know exactly what you mean about the feelings from nightmares bleeding into real life, even when the real-life people have done no such things. And that second element of your nightmare is one I worry about a lot--non-neurotic self tries to drive away the worry but neurotic self keeps up a whisper campaign.
Edited 2014-08-18 23:19 (UTC)

[identity profile] asakiyume.livejournal.com 2014-08-20 12:11 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL your last remark :-)

You know how sometimes you have dreams you think are aimed at other people? I had one last night aimed at you. It was of a Japanese film in which a brusque and rather outsider-ish guest joins a family man at a restaurant meal he's having with his family. This guest (somehow) enlists his aid in dealing with spirits in an old house, on the basis of the family man's guilt over inaction over (something?) in the past, along with unacknowledged ghost-seeing abilities. Actually maybe the dream is for [livejournal.com profile] pattytempleton, too, as all the spirits wandering about, seen by only a few, is very like her book There Is No Lovely End.

[identity profile] handful-ofdust.livejournal.com 2014-08-18 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
God damn, I love that story.;) Linked on Twitter.

[identity profile] handful-ofdust.livejournal.com 2014-08-19 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
P.S.: those dreams are the worst. They've slowly outstripped all my other repetitive nightmares, over the years...
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[personal profile] beowabbit 2014-08-19 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
So sorry about the dreams! [livejournal.com profile] plumtreeblossom had an awful one a few weeks ago where she asked for something in the middle of the night (I forget what, but something reasonable) and I snapped at her and told her to leave me alone. Since she had this dream while I was sleeping next to her, she worried about it for the rest of the night and it wasn’t until she asked me in the morning that she was certain it hadn’t been real.

For the record, I think you are the bee’s knees and the cat’s meow. And I know Mare does too. (And I have a hunch [livejournal.com profile] derspatchel might actually be kind of fond of you, too.)

[identity profile] schreibergasse.livejournal.com 2014-08-19 10:56 am (UTC)(link)
1: congrats!

4: < hugs >

[identity profile] ashlyme.livejournal.com 2014-08-19 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"In Winter" rocks. With much hardness.

For what it's worth, I haven't met you physically but count you as a good friend. If Dreamganger Ashlyme ever speaks badly of you, punch him with extreme prejudice.
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[personal profile] zdenka 2014-08-21 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
4. I'm sorry, that sounds very unpleasant. I hope it stops.

The kitties are cute.